why doesn’t life come with a cheat sheet? not that i would always glance at it or anything. but sometimes i would like to know whats going on, or better yet why things happen the way they do. i know it is about having faith. knowing that your steps are ordered each day by God. and i respect that. it just gets frustrating from time to time. whats going to happen tomorrow. 5 years from now. 20 years from now. will it be everything i have ever hoped for. i realize a lot of that has to do with the decisions i make. the experiences i go through. all that jazz. but how do you know if you’re doing it right. i guess you don’t. you just live.

living is cool though. wouldn’t do it any other way.